why must it be that way.
there is always someone whom cling onto ur heart so tightly,
you will never let go.no matter what.
she can treat you the worst.but she still meant everything to you.
you can forgive anything she did wrong so easily,cox she is the special one.
she mean alot to you.
but to her, you are just that past,that past which she so want to delete away from.
no one can be compared to her,but you can be replaced so easily in her heart.
seeing her smiles can really make your day so awesome.
she is still just there,at my present,in my heart.
what is it about me.i still dont understand.till now,i still dont.
you left so sudden.

i miss you.i still do.

going for steamboat soon with rae,lh,ll,yh,sy..miss them =)
i still have 1 more week of holis.heh spend wisely...
not yet meet up with several people!!

and is there any tutorials to do?I GUESS YES! SHIT..... 
oh wells.then tomorrow i shall stay at home and finish up..

be contented with whatever you have
u will tend to appreciate every single thing
expectations yes we do have
but treat those as bonus in your life
u will b happier this way

try every single thing u wan to in ur life.
its ur life.live it without any regrets.
u only have it once.yes once.
every second u lose,is every opportunity given up.

humans are greedy.
they ask for more each time without fail.

incomplete cost papers,
1 n half of rfa papers,
not yet touch theory.
tax not started at all.

tml is CT exam

WHAT AM I DOING?!

bye.

i just realised
i stone more
i got more problems to settle
im getting really stressed up
im getting more n more down

i want to set myself free.stop everything.
but i cant.its impossible.

smiley doesnt help at all.yes i noe.
all along i tried to pretend to b tat naive.trying to make this world naive.all ppl naive.
come back to reality pls.ppl dont need smiley to get cheered up.or smiley is just a fake icon on how ppl communicate.
standing there.not being able to help.seeing u not being the real you.not sharing out the real thoughts.not to me.hurts the most.
i dun nid ur fake smileys to make me happy.to make the atmosphere good.
what i nid is just what u are.thats the happiest thing i can get from u.
and so, i guess i rather take a step back.less interaction.u will feel more of being urself wif others.
i dun wan u to b smiling outside n crying inside.

sometimes when you look back at your life, u regret about not grabbing hold of that precious moment.mayb u failed to handle it well or u din put in enough effort.regrets are painful.they are just memories that you can replay but u cant edit at all.some ppl just walk out of ur life.they meant alot to u, but mayb to them,u r just that small little part of life which dey din even try to replay it.u try to grab hold of them agn, but it seems to fail everytime.ppl will start to ask u to move on move on. but some things some people is just too special to let go they are just too precious.

sometimes u felt really tired n bored of ur life, what should u do? find something new?occupy urself wif anything and everything u can find to do?get more rest at home?gather friends let their smiles cheer u up is the best thing u can ever do.

sometimes that smile or urs just dun seems to appear anymore.not even that longlasting laughter of urs.it jus disappear wif no signals at all.u just dun find that feel to laugh or even smile that way anymore.u tend to miss all those moments then.and thats the time to let go,dun tink of any,jus let go for a moment at least.try to b back that cheerful u.

its hard.

whats not forced seems so calm
whats beneath seems like hell.
whats with me feels so tight.

bcomm on tue! dining etiquette!
going gym now! byeeeeee...